A rebellious attitude is undermining your financial success. If you are going to earn a good living, it will be necessary to buckle down and work hard. You'll have to obey rules that are inconvenient or silly. The sooner you accept this inconvenient truth, the faster you will progress. Everybody has to do things they don't enjoy. That's part of being an adult. The payoff is having the resources to travel, make art and establish a comfortable home. Emphasise the positive and eliminate the negative.